You Might Come Back

No, I'm not over it... I can't get over it
It's not over until you come back, can't you see?
I can't stop my tears from flowing, it's out of my control
Just when I thought I've cried enough and there are no more tears to spill
Here I am, crying for a person whom I've never even met in real life
I can't deal with this, I can't cope with it
It's been awhile, the fact that you've left have sunken in
But why do I find it so hard to believe, I can't believe, I refuse to believe
I wish I could get even a glimpse of what you're thinking or your feelings
Could it be in the lines of

Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try I 'bout just had enough
It's been a rough road, baby just let it go

I hope it isn't, I hope you won't stop trying
I hope you're still holding on to your dreams
I hope you're still holding us in your heart
I hope you'll come back, I won't give up on you
I'll wait forever if I have to

You might come back, you might come back
Why aren't you coming back
I'm waiting for you like this, like a fool
I tried to forget again today
But the more I do, it becomes more vivid
The memories of you are holding me and won't let me go
You've already left
But I still have useless hopes
I'm still the same, it's too hard, I can't forget you
I can still hear your voice
I can still see your image clearly
I can't do it, I can't let you go
You might come back, I'm going to wait
Why aren't you coming back
I'm still waiting for you, waiting like this
Yearning for you again today, I wiped my tears
Without any reason, the tears just flowed
The emptiness you've left is big, the thoughts of you grow deeper
Thinking of you again today, like a fool
You might come back, with my tears
Why aren't you coming back, to me who's waiting for you
I'm waiting for you like this, without a word
You might come back, no one can replace you
I'm still waiting for you
You might come back

I've never really felt the significance of this song as deep as this until now
It just reflects my thoughts, my feelings, everything
Everything I want to say is in this song
There's no better song to describe my feelings other than this
And ironically, it's 2PM who sang it, bringing much deeper meaning to this
My mind, feelings and emotions are in a mess
I've gotten past the phase of being angry
Now I'm just feeling a mix of sadness and hope
At times I practically bawled my eyes out while reading fics about his departure
And other times I feel a spark of hope seeing fans all over showing their support and encouragement
I don't even know what to feel anymore, I don't know what to expect
I'm tired of crying over this, I thought I wouldn't have any more tears left
Don't tell me I'm foolish for crying over a stranger
You can laugh at me but don't tell me he's not worth my tears
He's brought so much happiness and laughter to me
I didn't even know since when he'd held such a position in my heart without me knowing
Being able to clench my heart so tightly and leaving me in pain when he left
All this has affected me so much, I can't even control my emotions
And it's worse knowing that all this is unfair, they're being unfair to him
He didn't deserve this, it shouldn't be happening to him, anyone but him
Where is justice and humanity when you need them?
I don't have the strength to say anymore, but I'll say this again
It isn't over till you come back, I'll be waiting till you do
I'll wait forever if I have to

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