Uncertainty

When is this ever gonna end?
Will it ever be resolved?
Of course, it will be either you come back, or you don't
But I hate the uncertainty of all this
I hate the way my heart clenches when I see pictures of you, thinking of the what-might-have-beens... thinking that you would've made it big if not for all this
I hate the way my heart wrenches when I read news of you, and about the people who spoke up for you... do you read them too?
Can't you see that your fans, friends and members want you back so bad?
What's on your mind, what are you thinking of?
You wanna come back but you're not sure?
It isn't that complicated, it's not supposed to be that complicated
I wish it hadn't been so hard on you, you didn't want it to happen
Of course you didn't, you've adapted and slowly come to love them
It was evident when you used to walk proudly with the words '2PM' shaved onto your head
It's unfair that you're forced to be apart so soon, just when things are starting to look brighter
I thought you needed some time off to sort things out, clear your thoughts
So you went back to your home, but things weren't any different
You're still ashamed and disappointed with yourself to even step out of the house
It breaks my heart that you're being harassed there as well
You must've been scared, being haunted by your past
I don't know if I want you back or have you stay there
I only want what's best for you, and I don't know what that is
You've gone through too much for someone of your age
You'd probably never forget this, you're scarred for life
There should be a limit to this, where does it end?
I hope you'll heal in time with all the love, encouragement and support from everyone who cares about you
In the meantime, stay strong!

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